Things That Are Wrong Right Now
September 4, 2008
…in order of proximity.
- I feel empty and frantic inside.
- Continuous headache and neck pain for the past 4 days.
- Huge amount of work in front of me, brain not functional enough to get it done.
- Even if I can muster mental strength, repetitive stress injury to wrist makes work difficult.
- Boss just interrupted my brain-intensive work with an incredibly piddly detail that he finds very important, and I have to stop everything I am doing to work on that because no one else is competent enough to trust with this very basic clerical task.
- Construction down the hall, drilling, drilling into my brain.
- Out of town visiting family have drained my time and my energy, both already in short supply.
- Huge amount of work not directly in front of me but deadlines loom large.
- IVF cycle being postponed for a month to deal with health insurance.
- Scared about upcoming hysteroscopy.
- Generally freaked out about infertility, getting left behind while everyone else I know has lots of babies.
- Added TTC time pressure due to sister-in-law’s wedding and child-rearing plans.
- Miserable state of health insurance in this country.
- Civil liberties of journalists and protesters being trampled at RNC.
- Many more civil liberties to be trampled in the future if the GOP has its way, including but not limited to reproductive freedoms, which have become ever more salient since I started engaging in medical interventions that some people find objectionable.
- Despite all of the truly good things in my life, I feel like I am being fucked over by the fates.